Closing the Doors

Might as well find the joy while the world burns, right?

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I am shutting the doors, I have decided, to where the trauma lives.

I am not shutting the door because I want to avoid what is there.

I am shutting the door because for 30+ years all I have done is open these doors.

Within the rooms I have explored, processed, dug deep and long.

There has been healing and transformation. Incredible insights and connections made.

There has also been torment.

So today I messaged the therapists and the energy workers and said, thank you and goodbye.

I want to enjoy my life for a change, I said. I want to hear my inner voice again.

I have seen hell, so may as well turn around and see what else there is.

~Nikki, The Soul Reporter

One thought on “Closing the Doors

  1. This is beautiful. Yes, once we’ve explored all those rooms it’s important to eventually move out of them and into new ones. Create new stories and build new places within us to live and thrive. Wishing you all the best on this new adventure.

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